26/01/26
i wish that hand tattoos weren't so frowned upon and such an irresponsible choice that totally obstructs your job prospects because i find them sooo chic especially palm tattoos... maybe society will come around someday. i feel similarly about neck tattoos but not as much because i could always scratch that itch with a tattoo behind my ear or somewhere else that's usually covered by my hair.

24/01/26
the heretic nosferatu perfume is quite strange. i bought myself the rollerball to treat myself going into the new year and to have something i can still put on when i can't use spray perfumes because of my respiratory symptoms and it is very nice, it smells really wet and a bit like cucumbers (i didn't watch eggers' nosferatu and think that count orlok or his castle would smell like cucumbers but it's ok) on application and dries down into a damp slightly sweet floral scent with something a bit offputting behind it. after waking up from my post uni nap this thursday it smelled like pure mildew. the slight offputting smell i get from it is mould. the strangest part is that i don't hate it at all and actually enjoy it more now that i notice what it actually is. #rotdaughter and all that.

23/1/2026
i'm doing a pharmacology elective and i'm wondering whether wearing my burroughs t-shirt to the lecture on heroin that's happening later on in the semester would be funny, fucked up or embarrassing (<- girl who thinks that anyone else cares about the same dead junkies as her)